See?
This too finally passed.

Now you're happy.
And ready to get lucky.

Go. Go.
Get lost and go on your life!

Jkt, FX Sudirman, 26 Dec 2016
20.28

Sometimes. Letting go doesn't mean you are losing.
It means you are giving yourself a gift.
Self pampering yourself from something that doesn't belong to you.
To let yourself be free.
And by being free, it means you can be alone.
Because you know, its yourself only who have a power to make you happy.
And happiness doesn't come from anybody but you.

Deleting people from your life will often leads you to another level of happiness.
It doesn't mean they are bad.
But why keep being around with people who gave you nothing?
When you know exactly, you can do everything by yourself.

I've been breathing for more than 23 years now. As the time goes, I know how to survive in every situation that migth've killed me.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, is it?

And I have become stronger than I used to.
Stronger than who I was.
Strong by my own self.

Because nothing's will never gonna let me down.
Ever.
Again.

KECUALI BERAT BADAN GUE YANG NAIK NGGAK KARUAN SAMPE 80KG!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭

Ya Alloh ampun deh ini celana-celana sama baju pada sempit semua gue susah mau ngapa-ngapain lagi sekarang.
New year new me is not applied to me.
GUE SEKARANG GENDUT 😭😭😭😭😭

Jkt, 25 Dec 2016
00.48

So its the end of 2016 already, and I feel like I haven't done anything at all.

 Damn.
Dan setelah mikir-mikir lagi, dan ngubek-ngubek blog ini, kayaknya ini blog memang udah lama banget nggak pernah dijamah dengan manja.. Jadi mulai saat ini gue berniat untuk mulai regularly post anything on this blog! And most of them will be like usual : My life. LOL.
Yaudahlah ya, kisah punya kisah, intinya 2016 has already been like a roller coaster. Ada saat dimana gue merasa happy banget dengan kehidupan dan masa-masa dimana gue ngerasa galau kayak anak bocah. Well, I'm 23 already. There's no excuse for being childish anymore.
Jadi, di postingan kali ini gue mau bikin highlight tentang what I've been thru the whole year, month by month. And you know what is hard the most? To remember all of them! hahaha. Gue anaknya pelupa banget soalnya. Ngaco. And that's why regularly posting is IMPORTANT! *sigh*
Okay, let's start this post already!


 JANUARI

 I've been busy with thesis and stuff. Stressing over things I know I could handle. But still stressed... Hahaha. Intinya pusing karna skripsi. And I've been doing some recovery for my muscle injury. But overall, this is the Holy Month of Thesis o:)
FEBRUARI

 The highlight is real in this month : THESIS EXAM! And officially Sarjana Hukum! Weeheee!
Got an A on thesis exam!


MARET

After days talked to my parents about moving back to Pekanbaru after my graduation, dan gue juga belom dapet kerjaan, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk pindah ke Pekanbaru for good! Udah pamitan sama semua orang, sampe mau terminate membership gym, EEH TERNYATA NGGAK JADI! hahaha.

I started my first job as Legal Officer immediately setelah gue balik lagi ke Jakarta! And that job kept me for being in Jakarta!


APRIL

Bulan ini, gue lagi galau-galaunya karna kerjaan. But it was nothing sih actually. Like real nothing. LOL.
The real deal was, gue mulai Pendidikan Khusus Profesi Advokat. Yang artinya, gue harus mulai serius menekuni dunia per-lawyer-an. Pas ngasih tau ke dosen pembimbing kalau gue ambil PKPA, she was shock, nggak nyangka kalau gue bakal ambil pendidikan advokat, yang kalau kata dia "Itu engga kamu banget, Barly!" Hahaha.

Well, that's life. It just doesn't like what you have planned. It flows where ever it wants. And you just need to adapt to keep alive.


MEI

There are a lot of thing happened in May. First thing first..

1. I got my Toga turned! Graduation day! 
2. Last month of working.
3. Ujian Profesi Advokat.

The last one was the most memorable. Alesannya? Karna ya gitu, gue bakalan ujian profesi advokat, yang kalau lulus artinya gue tinggal satu langkah lagi menjadi the real lawyer. hahaha.
Dan beberapa hari sebelum ujian, gue sempet ngontek seseorang buat nanyain kisi-kisi dan soal ujian. And thats when everthings started...


JUNI

During this month, everthing is about Abnon stuff *and not to mention Brexit! Haha.*
From Ulangtahun Jakarta's project with Teater Abnon performance, until persiapan ultah Jakarta as Event Management Officer IANTA. Here's a recap of those..

Post-Performance with Abnon Voice

Event Management Team of IANTA
aaaand, ended with a good news from my Ujian Profesi Advokat.

ABANG LULUS, DEK!! :'')


JULI

World might be on hype with Pokemon Go. But me.
I met someone. A lesson to be learned. A lesson for life.


AGUSTUS

A roller coaster of my life continued here. From Jakarta to Bangkok with Charlie Puth concert.
From hospitalized mom, to Senayan Job Fair in need for job! *unemplyment alert!* Hahaha!!
From Nugas Abnon to Ngurusin SKCK for Uber Driver sign up.
A lot of things really happened in August, and all of them are roller coasting to my life.

Charlie Puth's Concert in Bangkok


SEPTEMBER

I SHAVED MY HAIR BALD AGAIN!!! HAHAHAHAA. Udah lamaa banget nggak potong botak, dan finally there it goes, gue kembali berambut botak dan semi-cepak! And I was at my highest weight in 2 years. Jadi udah gendut, trus botaq lagi! LOLOL

And I cut my fingers off to bleed. Stooopid!  It gave marks to my index finger forever. Hix





OCTOBER

This month is about me and my lesson.
AND MY FIRST JOB IN A LAW FIRM!!!

See? There's nothing going wasted. Setelah berbulan-bulan nyariin kerjaan yang sesuai dengan "kondisi" (bukan kemauan ya! Catet! hahaha) gue saat itu sebagai lulusan Fakultas Hukum dan pemegang sertifikat ujian advokat, akhirnya gue dapet kerjaan di Law Firm! Hahaha.
May Allah bless my journey on becoming a lawyer... Amiin


NOVEMBER

I quoted some quotes to describe the whole month on November.

"Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are part of your history, but not part of your destiny."
"We met someone for a reason, either its a blessing or a lesson. And I'll learn from my lesson." 
"If you wanna be happy, don't look on another's. Be your own happiness and you'll be undoubtedly happy."

DESEMBER

Kalau kata Ibu Kartini, habis gelap terbitlah terang. You can't keep being on darkness forever. Life must go on and the only one who can help you out of the darkness is yourself.

So here I am, being happy with my own, dan pada akhirnya kebahagiaan akan datang just right on time. Ketika gue ngga pernah meminta untuk dibahagiakan oleh orang lain, malah ada aja orang-orang baik yang datang dan membuat gue bahagia. Ketika gue sedang berusaha untuk menjadi bahagia dengan diri gue sendiri, ada aja kebahagiaan-kebahagiaan lain yang datang dan ikut melengkapi. Ketika gue sudah merasa cukup dengan kebahagiaan yang gue punya, hidup membawa dan mempertemukan gue dengan kebahagiaan yang baru.

Dan hal itu yang harusnya gue syukuri dan nikmati.



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Menjadi bahagia menurut gue bukanlah pilihan. Menjadi bahagia itu adalah suatu keharusan. Nggak peduli segimana naik atau turun nya hidup lu, segimana banyaknya masalah elu, atau serumit apa kehidupan elu, semuanya pasti bakalan lewat kok. There's nothing in this world last forever. Everything will pass. Tergantung bagaimana caranya elu  membuat kebahagiaan itu ada selalu dengan elu. 

Dan ketika elu sudah merasakan bahagia, inget, jangan sampai kelewatan. Be happy but still remember of what you have been thru. Nikmatin kebahagiaan yang elu punya dan ciptakan tanpa membuat orang lain kecewa atau sedih. Itulah kenapa, menjadi bahagia itu nggak perlu melibatkan orang lain di dalamnya..

Satu lagi! Selalu bersyukur atas apa yang elu punya dan ada disekitar elu. Ketika elu sudah punya orang-orang yang baik dan sangat care kepada elu, dan bisa membuat kebahagiaan elu semakin bertambah, keep them around and be good. Karena orang-orang seperti itu nggak banyak, dan belum tentu bakal elu temuin lagi dikemudian hari. Begitu juga dengan gue saat ini, ketika gue merasa sudah sangat banyak orang-orang yang sayang dan baik sama gue, gue harus jaga and bales kebaikan mereka dengan hal yang baik-baik juga. 




For me..
I will always be grateful for what I have right now, for every lessons that taught me how to be strong and survive, for every mistake I made so that I know life is not just about playing around without thinking for future, for everybody I met who taught me either to be careful, or to learn for my own's sake, and to love myself and be happy. Be undoubtedly happy.


2016 sudah sangat-sangat memberikan gue banyak hal yang harus gue pelajari. Dari semua hal yang gue hadapi, gue yakin, all of them is just the beginning of something GREAT. To make myself a better person. To make myself grow. Untuk membuat gue menjadi gue yang sesungguhnya.




Terimakasih 2016 untuk segalanya.
Untuk kenangan, kebahagiaan, kesedihan, ilmu, kesalahan, dan banyak hal-hal tak terduga lainnya. I promise to make myself better. And I look forward to face where life and destiny brings me in 2017!





JKT, 15 Desember 2016
13.30


Jangan mau ketepu!

A friend of mine said.

I laughed my ass off.
And still can't stop laughing.



:)))))))))

Thank you! ☺




Jkt, 2 Dec 2016
00.45
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